Alice's Playground of Thoughts and Memories...

Interesting pondering...

2007-03-09T22:50:02Z

So I've decided to try and be more active on GJ again...
Weird.

I'll be surprised if any of my current GJ friends even remember me or comment.
So yeah... I'll be giving GJ a go.

Yeah, in other news, I'm hanging out with BOB again. He's a really fun guy who's awesome and interesting etc. We're going to see Ghost Rider. w00t.

Anywho, more info on that later.

<3333s!

~Lexi

alice_79 @ 2006-08-30T11:32:00

2006-08-30T15:40:11Z

I love Ville Valo. I got a new layout. I can't believe I still update here. Hahahaheheheh. 0.o

I still startle myself. ^____^'

Btw, check out my greatestjournal if you actually want to read something of mine. ^___^

<333s,

~Alice

alice_79 @ 2006-05-30T21:08:00

2006-05-31T01:14:15Z

Hey look! I DIDN'T DIE. 0.0 weird, eh? hehehe :P

yeah. I've pretty much ditched this account. GJ is cool. ;D

yeah.... I'm gonna go :P cause really, I have nothing else to say! ^^ I just thought I'd let y'all know I'm alive. :P

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-11-22T11:37:00

2005-11-22T16:39:12Z

I wrote a poem and loaded it onto my Fictionpress account... suggestions, comments, constructive criticisms.. all are appreciated. :)

Here's the link: http://www.fictionpress.com/read.php?storyid=2054128

Enjoy... ^^

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-11-15T21:38:00

2005-11-16T02:52:22Z

Well... boredom has sunk in. :P I want to write something... So maybe I should! ^^

---
Crimson tears streak her pallid face
Like velvet, she cherishes them
Like her heart, she hides them
---

ooo. Interesting! ^^

---
The soft, sweet fragrence of animosity
Fills the air around your fragile frame
The sharp, tangy scent of anonymity
Cuts in, shattering truth, trust, and belief
---

:)

Hmmm now to work on the first one a lil :P

---
Crimson tears streak her pallid face
Like velvet, she cherishes them
Like her heart, she hides them
Hoping dearly that she will never be found
That her secret will remain safe
And she can slip silently
Into the shadows of vagueness
---

another time... just for the helluvit :P

---
Crimson tears streak her pallid face
Like velvet, she cherishes them
Like her heart, she hides them
From the world that would seek to harm her
The world that would seek to shatter her illusions
That she clings oh-so tightly to
She uses them as a crutch
So she does not have to face
The reality beyond them
---

and I'll try that one again ^^ it's intriguing... :P

---
Crimson tears streak her pallid face
Like velvet, she cherishes them
Like her heart, she hides them
From the world that would seek to harm her
The world that would seek to shatter her illusions
That she clings oh-so tightly to
She uses them as a crutch
To avoid the world
That seeks to destroy her
Destroy her and all she knows
For she could not imagine
Having to relearn life another time
So she hides from the imminent reality
Beyond her inner walls
---

Pretty. Very pretty. :) I like them a lot! ^^

:)

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~Alice

ps. To explain my Mood... I drank too much pop so now I'm having trouble breathing... odd, I know, but it's been happening to me for a LOOONG time now. I've just learned to accept it. :P I think it's cause my body can't handle SO MUCH SUGAR... especially since I'm pretty short >< lol XP (I'm like... 5'2-ish XP tis sad, I know ^^)
pps. OH! Randomly reminded of Ian when using this icon now because he edited it a while ago... to say "take me as ian" lmao :P So now I'll remember that every time I see it... probably. Unless I forget. ^^ lol :P

alice_79 @ 2005-10-27T09:55:00

2005-10-27T13:59:07Z

blargh. ^^

He's writing songs but I'm not and gah. I feel bleh. Why does sham get time to talk to him? waaaaah.... <-- very sarcastique I might say. :P

Yes. I wanna write. But it's Tech and I'm tres behind. *...*

IAN? help. Gah XP tehe ^^ portable comp wiz. If only I could actually see him..... *ponderous look*

I wanna hang out this weekend.... because I'm gonna be a loner otherwise for Halloween! >< Sham? Ian? Someone? *sniff sniff* Steve? er..... Jordan? ..... i run out of names.... *mock cries*

eh. But it would be nice to not have ANOTHER Halloween by myself. Now all's I need is friends and a costume.... *ponderous look*

g2g screen check

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~Alice

An entry that would make Ian proud... lol XP

2005-10-23T00:47:39Z

I like AtwA. XD

It's pretty.

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~Alice

x-posted to GJ but what-the-hey I don't CARE XP

2005-10-23T00:41:54Z

I is hyper. And strange. And tired. ^^

I wish Sham, Jordan, or Ian were online. :P

Oh yes. Must utter my wonderful mantra again. ^^ And AVOID at all costs. :P

"Danger! ALICE IS IN THE AREA! :O LYKE OMGZ SPAZZ! ^^ She is armed and dangerous. Armed with what, you ask? Intelligence. And strangeness. Which is enough to drive off anyone. So run while you still can. Far away! Yes. You ask, How far? FARTHER THAN FAR AWAY! ^^ Yes. That's right. The danger level has been upped. Do you know why? Because she has SYSTEM OF A DOWN IN HER HEAD! And you know what that means... you don't? YOU DON'T!? ^^ How odd. Because I thought everyone knew. It means... SHE SHALL SIIIING! ^^ And singing is dangerous. Because it affects your brain. You go insane. So watch out. Run farther than far away. Yes. Run VERY far away. ^^ OH NO! She has gotten closer! ^^ BOARD UP YOUR DOORS AND WINDOWS! She's looking mighty insane today. Yes. Alice. Watch out. OH NO HERE SHE COMES! RUUUUUUUUN! No! Don't sing... don't... noooooooooooooo" - final words of victim who witnessed the hyper singing of Alice.

Tehe. XD THAT WAS FUN! ^^ :P

OH! LOSE YOU TONIGHT! ^^ It's a cool song XD *dances* ^^

:P lol XD ^^ WOW I'M STRANGE. Tehe. XP

Dinah is cool XP So is Sabriel. ^^

"Don't run away.... I never wanted to hurt you... please stayyyyyy and i'll learn to treat you right..."

XP tehe ^^ it's pretteh. ^^

(I) Funneh remembering thing :P On the ouija board, it said I'd marry an Ian. ^^ People at lunch heard this and some guys were joking about changing their names... mostly the jerks. :P Yes. I threatened to throw my shoe at their head. And I've got uncanny aim with my shoe. ^^ Yes. That means I've gotta find some new Ians. :P I know two; an ex and a not-gonna-work. :P That's right. It's not gonna work. Because I won't let it. Because I'm gonna stop it before it can begin. Even if he tried to. I don't want to. Not anymore. At least, that's what I tell myself. Shush you. :P

^^

SHIMMY! ^^

tehe XP

I want someone to love, dammit. -.-

*dances to song* ^^

AWWWWW it's As The World Falls Down! XD *mock swoon* It's such a pretteh song! ^^ It's from Labyrinth.... XD awwwwww ^^ XP

*bouncing pencil in time to music XP*

tehe ^^

Now I wanna write poetry. And not sappy crap. Which is probably what I'll end up doing. XP

Aerials! OOOH! ^^

tehe XP

tehe ^^ wow. Hyper. Gah. Hide. Wow. tehe. XP

XD

wow. ^^ I've g2g. I'm running. From myself. Now. ^^ tehe XD wow XP

wow. Uncontrollable. ^^ tehe. Wow. XD XP wow. weird. ^^ wow. WOAH! XD tehe XP ^^

weeeeeeee so strange...

You can ignore this, btw. If you didn't, I pity you. Poor reader. Poor, poor reader. ^^ teehee XD wow XP

lol ^^ XD haha ^^ :P XD XP tehe ^^ wow. XP

ALWAYS WANNA GO BUT YOU NEVER WANNA STAAAAAAAY ^^ wow. Hyper. Strange. Psycho. XP

tehe ^^

(8) aerials, in the sky, when you lose small mind you free your life. Aerials, so up high, when you free your eyes, eternal priiiiize (8)

TEHE ^^ TEEHEE XD XP Wow. ^^ tehe. WOW XD XP

wow. ^^ wow ^^ hehe ^^ wow XP

XD I g2g. I'm scaring myself. Wow. So. How bout that weather? or not. ^^ tehe XP

wow. teehee ^^

I can't wait till Christmas and your anniversary present is getting late and overdue. Sweet candycanes are candylicious but not so nice 5 years later. ^^ Wait till you see the new hippo hopscotch I got; it's delicious. And the new vintage crucifix? Yes. A good buy. Why did I ask you such a silly question? SIESTA!

That was a "blabber" btw. As in, random words. Yes. Just so you don't call an insane asylum. ^^ tehe :P

XD wow. ^^ I should go. Like, now. As in, really. XP lol ^^

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~Alice

Short.Sweet.Random. = this entry. Which also describes ME. XD

2005-10-21T14:17:08Z

And for the first time since I made this account (almost. I think. *ponderous look*), I changed my icons. :D

*dances*

For a full list of really cool icons, see GJ. :) *dances*

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~Alice

ps. the mood thingy is cooool ^^

alice_79 @ 2005-10-21T10:04:00

2005-10-21T14:05:46Z

WOW! Haven't updated in FOREVER. :P But its mainly because I don't use LJ much anymore; GJ is cool :) And now....

An update because I said so. ^^

I had a strange dream last night! I was at some house or something.... when all these random things (they weren't alive or something 0.0) were attacking me and others and blood was everywhere and gah! I fell over, pretending I was dead. Then the guy who was controlling the things picked me up, said something about "good blood" and walked away with me! >< Then he gave up on that, decided he wanted me as his wife or something, and injected me with some sort of love thing..... 0.o I hated that. I was all mushy and crap :@ But it wore off thank god. And I ran like hell. :P But he chased me. -.- End of strange nightmare. ><

Now I need a slogan for my anti-tobacco thingy......*ponderous look*

oh wells. :P

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~Alice

ps. OH EM GEE! I remembered that last night, I completely sorted my icons! YAY! No more lostedness ^^

pps. x-posted to GJ ^^ lol XP

alice_79 @ 2005-10-13T21:56:00

2005-10-14T01:58:29Z

Internet's going off any minute; just wanted to post... A COOL MUSIC VIDEO :O le gasp :P

There are tons more on their site. MCR has a new music video :O Ghost of You. :P

Invalid video URL.

The White Stripes @ FreeFreeVideos.com

The song Blue Orchid is a GOOD song XD But how does he SING like that? It's a cool video too XD Catchy tune/beat. XD *dances* I want their CD now. :P I should've bought it on that huge shopping spree w/ sham that was several months ago..... >< ^^

g2g internet's going soon

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~Alice

:P

alice_79 @ 2005-10-06T11:13:00

2005-10-06T15:18:00Z

lalala I am in Tech class and the CD cover is due THURSDAY so :P

I WAS gonna do some sweet photo manip.s but grr to him cause he's not letting us do that :P

And attendance is never boring, because we either make an original sound (depends on the day; one day it was a meow I think.... hmmm) but today it's two hands on your head but then flop one like a bunny..... :S Well, he's a lil strange but he's fun :)

tehe..

I'm not really enjoying my CD cover assignment of the fictitious band, Shimmer of Truth and their CD.... Worth a Shilling. >< lol I have no idea what I'm doing ^^

lol

I'm gonna liquify some stuff now. It'll look cool. Maybe add a lil colour. ^^ Cause I desaturated it in one of my layers.... :P tehe

i've g2g now and work

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~Alice

Duuuude

2005-10-04T20:57:13Z

It's been a while since I really update in, like, my usual fashion. :O lol ^^

So yes... teacher's blah blah blah..... *rolls eyes*

The usual chaos of lunch was more chaotic. :P Maddi brought her camera and tried taking pics of me -.- and i was not amused :P

Then they wanted a group pic and I refused, and sat there. Then her and Dan (....my angel. :P -.-) were lifting me up.

And my eyes were blue today! :D Which means that I won my inner battle. Which is always nice. :P

And... duuuude my comp just messed. haha ><

listening to my usual assortement.. HIM! :P lol ^^

eh, i've g2g cause i've g2 get back to work -.-

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-10-02T21:13:00

2005-10-03T01:18:59Z

Well, I'm now taking myself out of the running as a possibility. That'll clear things up. For both of us: he won't have to choose, I won't be a wreck/I'll go back to being ME again; the no-emotions chick. :) Even though I do have 'em, I choose to obliterate them.

Ah. I definately feel better now. :)

No offense, it just gets me psyched. :(

(8) I've been burning in water and drowning in flame, to prove you wrong and scare you away.... i admit my defeat and go back home... your heart, under the rooooose(8)

I wish things could go back to normal.... Can't they? Please? :(

I need to dance to some HIM. :P Except that most of the songs remind me of him.... shit. >< That doesn't help. -.-

I......... just want to cry now. god damn it. This is gonna be tougher than I thought. BESIDES he doesn't even really like me, right? not really... So it doesn't matter then! right? egads. this confuffles me. ><

I'm just not ready for that kinda thing then. Maybe. I dunno. Maybe close friends would work better. :(

I still want to cry. :(

I'm gonna dry my hair, then see if I can call sham. She's gonna hate me now, for doing this.... but it's my decision in the end, anyways, right? :(

I still want to cry.

damn.

I should put my strong will power to work, cause apparently I have one. U.0

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~Alice

Oh the boredom -.-

2005-09-28T00:49:23Z

Stolen from.... I can't remember. ><

But it IS edited... a tad. ^^

You are...(looks) >
[ ] tall
[x] short
[ ] in between sorta tall
[ ] blonde
[x] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[x]green-eyed sorta blue eyed
[ ]hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray eyed (a goldish tint to it.)
[x] glasses
[ ] contacts
[ ] freckles
[x] piercings
[ ] tattoos
[ ] long hair
[ ] short hair
[x] med. Hair
[ ] braces

Your favorite color(s)
[x] red
[ ] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[ ] blue
[ ] white
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ]orange

Some sports/physical things you like
[ ] soccer
[ ] basketball
[ ] cheerleading
[x] dancing (not very good at it... but it's fun ^^)
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[x] swimming (for fun ^^)
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[ ] horse-back riding
[ ] extreme sports (skateboarding, bmx, snowboarding, etc.,)
[x] badminton

Your personality is sometimes...
[ ] annyoing
[x] talktive
[x] shy (depends on who it is ^^)
[x] funny
[x] serious (if need be)
[ ] bubbly
[ ] spazzy...
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[ ] hyper
[x] weird

The music you like is
[ ] rap
[x] rock
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hiphop
[ ] r&b
[ ] Christian
[ ] classical
[x] techno
[x] metal
[x] gothic

On first dates you usually...
[ ] kiss
[ ] hug
[x] are nervous
[ ] make out
[x] freak out
[ ] fall in love
[ ] have sex all the time

The pets you have are
[x] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] other

Clothes you like to wear are
[x] plain tshirts
[ ] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[ ] pj pants
[ ] boxers
[ ] dresses
[x] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[x] watches
[x] necklace
[x] hoop earrings
[x] toe socks
[ ] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[x] band shirts
[ ] shorts

How do you like to wear your hair?
[x] down
[x] ponytail (with a clip as well ^^)
[ ] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[ ] scrunched
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[ ] French braid
[ ] lots of little braids

Your mostly labeled as
[x] i dont know (i've never really been labeled, but certainly NOT prep ^^)
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] hippie
[ ] nerd
[ ] gangster

You eat
[x] dessert
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[x] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[ ] food off the floor (( 3 second rule ))

What do you have in your purse?
[ ] I don't have a purse, but in my pockets...
[x] gum
[ ] cell phone
[x] some poetry
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Yes. Bored. -.-

HURRY UP IAN. :(

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-09-27T20:20:00

2005-09-28T00:21:21Z

Vampires are hot. XD

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-09-25T07:54:00

2005-09-25T11:59:05Z

OH GOD IT'S FREEZING HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><

Yup, I was awoken to go to the Rock and Mineral Show in Nepean today.... So that's where I'm going. I just got up to go to it. Yup yup. ^^

Dad showed me his Tibetan singing bowls... IT'S SO COOL! Just by rubbing this stick around then, they start SINGING! :O *runs around dancing*

Yes. My fingers are like frickin ICE. But I'm used to THAT. But now I'm hungry and must depart. Now.

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~Alice

ps. IAN!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU COMING OR NOT!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?! PLEASE CALL ME!!!!!!!! Eh, I'll call YOU. haha. you're in TROUBLE now :P Oh, and I hope this doesn't end up like last time.... :( I won't be mad if it does cause this weekend's a lil more hectic n all and there's always NEXT weekend.... EVERYONE nearly is gone. ^^ Hope to see you soon... namely, today. ^^ Haha and I am SO giving you a hug today, whether you feel like it or not. Also, whether _I_ feel like it or not. Cause I DID promise you ~1 week ago or something.... I think. ^^ lol

alice_79 @ 2005-09-18T14:33:00

2005-09-18T18:34:34Z

hmmm I'm curious as to what you people out there think.... So, I shall leave you with this short lil task to complete, should you have the time.... ^^

What are the top 5-10 things that go through your head when you think of me?

If you do it, so shall I. :)

(I'm feeling a lil better today... Mind you, I just listened to some HIM so all's good. XD)

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-09-10T15:38:00

2005-09-10T19:38:57Z

I cried yesterday. I cried today. Life sucks.

I wrote a poem-thingy:

My heart's afraid of falling
Into the deep abyss of despair
And if said horror came to be
Afraid none will save me

And on that note, I leave you. :(

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~Alice

I am at school..... 0.0

2005-09-08T15:38:13Z

I am in Com Tech class and I'm not allowed to check my email :O

ryan tjef: hi

He broke his neck and spine on a ski simulator game. ^^

Class is over in 4 min.

Mr Skuce is the teacher.

OMG, I've gone Ian. haha

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-09-08T06:43:00

2005-09-08T10:49:09Z

*yaaawn*

It's too early to go to school..... *yawns* so tired. -.-

well, after some interesting news yesterday, it was kind of hard to sleep because STUPID BRAIN was analysing it all. (Don't feel guilty; my brain is just an over-analyser ><) I should have seen it all along but, of course, with that kind of thing I'm pretty damned oblivious.

During the night, I got an idea for a small poem. ^^ I like it. It's not the best I've ever made, but at least you know who it's for... sort of. ^^ Eh, the theme's a lil exaggerated n all but, hey, I couldn't sleep and my mind started racing. ^^

~
Is love truely so hard to find?
To a way-ward dreamer, it might appear so
But wait until the mists lift;
Thou shalt find it all around you
~

It's dedicated to my "unexpected news". ><

And I congragulate you; you're pretty brave to tell me. ^^ I appreciate it. :) And now I understand why you kept telling me I wasn't ugly..... ;) But I still believe I am, btw.

eh, i've g2g eat and etc.

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~Alice

ps. NOTICE I used no name. Some people prefer it that way.... ^^

lyke OMGZ spaz

2005-09-08T00:35:09Z

I forgot my schedule today... ><

So I had to call Mom.. :P

Yup, Careers with Cale (haha alliteration >< or consonance (sp?) if you want to be OH SO SPECIFIC) wasn't that bad. He didn't say a word! hah! And Chris (the one that you *points at CERTAIN PERSON :P lol* think his writing is hot.. yes the very same. I didn't tell him yet though. Haha XD) was there. He used to be in homeroom with me, but there isn't homeroom anymore... :P

Then French with MAJOR. Wow. That was demonic. >< I shalt be squished in her frighteningly ominous class. Yikes. I am a moron. ><

LUNCH. Which reminds me: one-who-was-sean is now Cinderella and one-who-was-dan is now Fluffy. Just so I remember.

Then I had.... eh, i forget. Oh ya! Science! I got h/w. :P But that's alright. I finished in in 1/2 hr. Or something. 0.0 Nothin' too interesting. Some new teacher; Hufferman...? eh whatev. :P I miss Mrs Roberts... :( but whatev. :P

Then English. Haha... Steph; get LJ! haha... XD Ms Evans seems nice.... we read an essay on Labour Day... and it was surprisingly interesting. 0.o

Then that's it.

And shit, i've g2g now.... >< USED UP MY TIME TELLING MY LIFE'S STORY (you should be honored lol ^^)

and I plan on commenting soon... I PROMISE. If not when I get back, then later. m'kay? I still love you guys. <3

:P

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~Alice

alice_79 @ 2005-09-07T06:43:00

2005-09-07T10:46:54Z

lyke omgz *spaz*

School is back in session. :P

I only went for an hour yesterday (that's all that was needed) and today's a full one though :P:P

This morning, it's gonna be hell. I've got Cale, then Major (pronounced french-like). Wow. Translation: Civics/Careers (not sure) then French. *sigh* I'm gonna die. Then.... Science and History....? I think. I'm not sure. But I know I have science. :P oh well; i'm gonna need my schedule back... ><

So ya... remembering everyone's names is SOO fun.. not. :P I'M SO TIRED! *snoozes*

damn, i've g2g now; we leave in 45 min (7:30 am *cries*) so... i've g2g eat and etc.

Haha... i wonder what time IAN gets up.... :P hopefully earlier/same time as me......................

oh well

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~Alice

Poem NOT about ian2... :P

2005-09-04T13:51:16Z

lol

"is that poem about me? you know, darkness and all?"

haha... poor ian

But here's one i can guarantee's not about him..... it's about me! :O

---

The loneliness I feel within
corrodes me like a bitter acid
and as i seek to appease it
i find myself in more pain
I seek to find an antidote
my desperate eyes holding this possible cure
as tightly as my hands grip the vial
will this cure my pain?
or will it torment me doublefold?

---

I finished it (anything after 4th line) while watching The Aviator (v. strange movie... 0.o)

:P

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~Alice

ps. IAN! POST POETRY! OR at least send it to me! :P ^^

Poem about ian2

2005-09-02T19:55:24Z

he had orange hair
the weather was nice
he was spamming neopets
i was pretty scared
but we became friends
the end

---

blue eyes
orange hair
hacker
spammer
funny
cool hat
bloody pirates
roffle
ian

---

haha there ya go ian :P:P

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~Alice